i dont meen to sould emo but why is it every time i thing something good come in to my life someone hast to push me the top and make me wish i hand a knife in my hand and go back to my old ways.. but i would never go back.. my ximyx side and the alyssa side are felling shity to day... and i am sorry dem i will mack it up to you you no dem i wish your were in my life more then you are now.. i fell like my walls i hade up are are comeing donw. my bor went off out of the state and i dont no when i will see him or when he will come back and now my boss x wife was yelling at me and macking me fell like shit. i just want to get way from this place. but i no that everywere i go there will shit like this called life.. all i have to do is take the good with that bad..